This is a special color to me and this is a special day. This is my color for my daughter, my first born daughter. It’s not my attention to show off with this blog. This blog and this post is a reminder and a diary for me and my family. If ever you want to join my adventure and life then this part belongs also to me. This is my weakest part. My firstborn child is a special child. Her name is Lilo (after Liselotte). She left me when I was pregnant in my seventh month pregnancy. In german we say “sternenkind” or in english “starchild” I guess. She’s not with us anymore but you’ll be in our hearts forever. Happy birthday 🎈 my girl! I love you so much and I miss you everyday in my broken heart ♥️ - I will never forget you. You would be three years old today. Mama loves you.